I wish

Dear readers,

I wish i got no such bad result. I wish i got 4.0 of TPNG. I wish i got all A's. I wish i was even more hardworking in the past. I wish i can turn back time. I wish i can change the result back then.

yes, i'm wishing for the impossible made possible in my dreams. dreams i dreamed at the night and nights before. I wish i never wake up from such a cool dream. I wish for everything.

Wait, why am i wishing for such minors again? Because i can wish for better majors.

I wish i am a very successful person now, and bother not to study and do chores and have all the money in the world. I wish i am the President of the United States of America. I wish i am a cartoon characters where i am the majestic hero; The Last Air bender in Avatar, The Elric Brothers in Fullmetal Alchemist, The Batman in Batman, The Red Power rangers in Power Rangers, The Spongebob in Spongebob. (HUH?)

I wish i am an international artist doing tours around the Europe and the world, I wish i am a magician; doing wonders everyone would pay to see.

I wish i have magic powers that can change my results. Wait, i wish i have magical powers that i can even change everyones result and can even controls pen and pencil the invigilators used.

That is a lot of wish i made. Choose one. Choose your fav. Well, as u may have thought before, i got bad results again and this time too. C'mon life please be on my side. I am so freakin annoying. OMG.

Oh Lord, give me the strength to carry on to live peacefully, to actually live a life i want. *sigh*

I'm writing this considering no one else is getting bad result. HMMMMM.

"C'mon fitri, its not that bad. I know u can do better. Just do it. The road that lies ahead are never be-told. It can be your fairy tails. You can even live your infinite dreams with happy ending, with princess for you. Be thankful and be strong." This is what i said to myself and everyone else.

Dream high. Let time heals the wound.

Thank you.

the fire relieved reliefs. life must go on.

dear readers,

so, the metaphor suggested that; the fire is my bad SPM result.

i guess you know now. i scored bad in this SPM, so do some of my friends,
but hey, there's more coming, dont stop believing.

aa. but, seriously, it hurt so bad, and tho i'm super wounded by the heart, i am now, jumping with Glee, and most Thankful to God Almighty, that gave me this.

I'm living my dream, i'll succeed one day, watch me.
this wont stop me a bit.

thats all. thank you.
l8er.

quick post; super nervous

readers,

mood: nil
feeling: terribly nervous
heart beat: tremendously fast
face: stupendously pale
thoughts: arghh!
wish: Straight A's

Good Luck for all SPM 2009 Candidatos, All the best!

before going to take your result...(SPM)

dear beloved readers,

days gone by, and it is just another 2 days before the grand day, for us, SPM 2009 Leavers.

and yet, the truth you've about to discover is nothing else like your usual exams. its the beginning of a new life, it helps you decide what do you want to be, what are you going to take, in short, your future.

so, lets get to the point; before you leave for your result, read these surah so that it'll help you some other way, to calm you down.

1- Al-fatihah
2- Al-Qursi
3- Al-Ikhlas 7x
4- Al-Alaq 3x
5- An-Nas 3x
then, pray to the God Almighty in the most humble way, for success as a Muslim.

and, before you depart to your particular school, start walking with your right leg.

for the Lord who disposes what we apposes, we shall bear the future that lies in the fate as written for us by Thee, the most compassionate, the most compassion.

God willingly, the success will be ours.

wish me luck! may Mohamad Fitri b Dzulkifli, scored 9A+.
we shall meet again readers, till now, thank you.
l8er.