I wish

Dear readers,

I wish i got no such bad result. I wish i got 4.0 of TPNG. I wish i got all A's. I wish i was even more hardworking in the past. I wish i can turn back time. I wish i can change the result back then.

yes, i'm wishing for the impossible made possible in my dreams. dreams i dreamed at the night and nights before. I wish i never wake up from such a cool dream. I wish for everything.

Wait, why am i wishing for such minors again? Because i can wish for better majors.

I wish i am a very successful person now, and bother not to study and do chores and have all the money in the world. I wish i am the President of the United States of America. I wish i am a cartoon characters where i am the majestic hero; The Last Air bender in Avatar, The Elric Brothers in Fullmetal Alchemist, The Batman in Batman, The Red Power rangers in Power Rangers, The Spongebob in Spongebob. (HUH?)

I wish i am an international artist doing tours around the Europe and the world, I wish i am a magician; doing wonders everyone would pay to see.

I wish i have magic powers that can change my results. Wait, i wish i have magical powers that i can even change everyones result and can even controls pen and pencil the invigilators used.

That is a lot of wish i made. Choose one. Choose your fav. Well, as u may have thought before, i got bad results again and this time too. C'mon life please be on my side. I am so freakin annoying. OMG.

Oh Lord, give me the strength to carry on to live peacefully, to actually live a life i want. *sigh*

I'm writing this considering no one else is getting bad result. HMMMMM.

"C'mon fitri, its not that bad. I know u can do better. Just do it. The road that lies ahead are never be-told. It can be your fairy tails. You can even live your infinite dreams with happy ending, with princess for you. Be thankful and be strong." This is what i said to myself and everyone else.

Dream high. Let time heals the wound.

Thank you.

*sigh*

dear myself,.

well, people ouhgt to ease thee,
it is uselss,
and,
sort of bugging thee inside out.

and ouh,
thee art morally down and superbly depressed.
gasping for more oxygen, needs and warmth of mind.
technically.
trying to hang on.
thee fell every time thee tried.
thee art tired, mindly, solely.
yet, thee art breathing, still..

still and still,
thee smile,
but,
thee heart art,
solemnly,
lonely,
feeling the needs,
the time that runs,
slowly,
it kills.