I wish

Dear readers,

I wish i got no such bad result. I wish i got 4.0 of TPNG. I wish i got all A's. I wish i was even more hardworking in the past. I wish i can turn back time. I wish i can change the result back then.

yes, i'm wishing for the impossible made possible in my dreams. dreams i dreamed at the night and nights before. I wish i never wake up from such a cool dream. I wish for everything.

Wait, why am i wishing for such minors again? Because i can wish for better majors.

I wish i am a very successful person now, and bother not to study and do chores and have all the money in the world. I wish i am the President of the United States of America. I wish i am a cartoon characters where i am the majestic hero; The Last Air bender in Avatar, The Elric Brothers in Fullmetal Alchemist, The Batman in Batman, The Red Power rangers in Power Rangers, The Spongebob in Spongebob. (HUH?)

I wish i am an international artist doing tours around the Europe and the world, I wish i am a magician; doing wonders everyone would pay to see.

I wish i have magic powers that can change my results. Wait, i wish i have magical powers that i can even change everyones result and can even controls pen and pencil the invigilators used.

That is a lot of wish i made. Choose one. Choose your fav. Well, as u may have thought before, i got bad results again and this time too. C'mon life please be on my side. I am so freakin annoying. OMG.

Oh Lord, give me the strength to carry on to live peacefully, to actually live a life i want. *sigh*

I'm writing this considering no one else is getting bad result. HMMMMM.

"C'mon fitri, its not that bad. I know u can do better. Just do it. The road that lies ahead are never be-told. It can be your fairy tails. You can even live your infinite dreams with happy ending, with princess for you. Be thankful and be strong." This is what i said to myself and everyone else.

Dream high. Let time heals the wound.

Thank you.

A new road; 2011

Dear readers,

if i'm not dreaming and widely awake, today is the 1st of January 2011?!

yesyes.

Happy New Year!

May all the blessings and proper and health be with all of u my beloved readers.

let us recap whats 2010 is all about.

SPM results, SPM failure, SPM stuffs, Where to go and What to do. Driving license, Meeting hotties, finishing covers, falls, rises, ups and downs, and some more i dont think its appropriate enough to tell.

goodbye last year, may falls be lessons to thee, by rises thou improvised.

now lets talk resolutions, needs and dreams!

1. to complete 5 times of prayer every single day with additional prayer and some other Sunnah as much as i can!

2. 4.0! insyaAllah! work hard and smart lah Fitri!

3. to board on express fat lost! seriously, i need to stop eating a lot since my weight is rising as the sun rises. shuuuuuuuttttss! therefore, i'll eat twice a day, or maybe trice but just a bit. oh help me, i can do this, help help help.

4. to never skip classes accidentally or intentionally.

5. to help others in any way i can in any what situation they are

6. make more friends idc on facebook or reality! yesyes. physc!

7. to master all 4 elements; Earth, Air, Water and Fire. oh? haha. to less tense.

8. to improve social skills.

9. to be best friends for everyone

10. iPhone4

11. iPad

12. Green MacBook pro

13. Reduce green house effect and thinning of the ozone layer! yeah! go go!

14. to get everything i've ever wanted! (well this one is rhetorical! this will never happen!)

well, i cope well enough in 2010! or yesterday! haha. i wish i confront things better this 2011.

Happy New Year 2011 babeh! what are your resolutions? tell me! tell me!