I wish

Dear readers,

I wish i got no such bad result. I wish i got 4.0 of TPNG. I wish i got all A's. I wish i was even more hardworking in the past. I wish i can turn back time. I wish i can change the result back then.

yes, i'm wishing for the impossible made possible in my dreams. dreams i dreamed at the night and nights before. I wish i never wake up from such a cool dream. I wish for everything.

Wait, why am i wishing for such minors again? Because i can wish for better majors.

I wish i am a very successful person now, and bother not to study and do chores and have all the money in the world. I wish i am the President of the United States of America. I wish i am a cartoon characters where i am the majestic hero; The Last Air bender in Avatar, The Elric Brothers in Fullmetal Alchemist, The Batman in Batman, The Red Power rangers in Power Rangers, The Spongebob in Spongebob. (HUH?)

I wish i am an international artist doing tours around the Europe and the world, I wish i am a magician; doing wonders everyone would pay to see.

I wish i have magic powers that can change my results. Wait, i wish i have magical powers that i can even change everyones result and can even controls pen and pencil the invigilators used.

That is a lot of wish i made. Choose one. Choose your fav. Well, as u may have thought before, i got bad results again and this time too. C'mon life please be on my side. I am so freakin annoying. OMG.

Oh Lord, give me the strength to carry on to live peacefully, to actually live a life i want. *sigh*

I'm writing this considering no one else is getting bad result. HMMMMM.

"C'mon fitri, its not that bad. I know u can do better. Just do it. The road that lies ahead are never be-told. It can be your fairy tails. You can even live your infinite dreams with happy ending, with princess for you. Be thankful and be strong." This is what i said to myself and everyone else.

Dream high. Let time heals the wound.

Thank you.

cat that heals.

dear mishpuchahs,
havent heard awhile from is it? haha.

cats are sometimes, very cute as they came crawling with flashy eyes, and cute faces that were fun to play with. and sometimes, seemslessly, annoying enough that it might just have gives you a terrible run on your lovely socks or even your now-poverty stricken-like faces.

and everything as we knew them, have their own of pros and cons, so do cats.

upon my sighting with the TV programme at channel 1, RTM 1, The National Geographic, i learned that cat do heals people with condition of Syndrome Down. eventhough the do not heals completely, well, at least, they're often cured the anxious feeling of downs of their kind.

Then, curiousity overwhelmed. i suddenly wanted to know more about this deficiencies. i googled them.

well, in short, it is the brain at fault. the mindsets.

the brain is at the tension-most level when we do things we care not to. but it will be at the most relaxing state when we do things we like to and pampered to feel so. just like in the documentaries, the used cats as invigoraters to stimulate relaxation in the unfortunates mind. and therefore, it works.

yes, so cat do heals. haha.

so, do things you like when you're in depressed.

thats it. thanks.

l8er.

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thats all. thank you.
l8er.